
Hmm its been such a long time since i last saw her...What would i say to you face to face? We talk on the phone sometimes, and it feels somewhat ackward, i dont know what to say. I dont think it is just about her... I really dont feel like i have a lot to say sometimes, words just do seem so hard to share. I wnted to know the name of the book
Monkey Magic is based on...no one knew at work...except Di who at least found out!! She was clever, i like clever :)
Sometimes i just feel such an island, i find it hard to grt the motivation to row over to someone else. Words, sounds, shape ideas...
Anny the doner showed up again. Got a text day 5 of my cycle. Too late to start
clomid again. It was sooooo full on when i ws on it for the last two months and not knowing ig Anny the donor was going to be around, i decided not to take it...Lets hope i can coast on the last two months worth of drugs!! My blood test showed higher levels of whatever so stronger indications of ovulation....I dream about this human that is going to join us...I guess that is what is on my mind and i dont feel like i can talk to her/them about this so i have nothing to say...I am glad i have yoga.