Pigeon feast

Waiting...

Mall full of kids and mums, raindears and fake snow. It can only mean xmas and 2 years of trying to join the mall mums with a kid of my own...

Off to see the wizard...

Ok so today i find out if the egg hatched. People say you just know, like your born with this ability. But i dont agree. When you want something so badly, its easy to see signs where there are none. So i wait and hope. I talk up life without this child so i can continue to breath. I make contingency plans and prepare alternative fertility plans. Hoping i will not need them.

BOBA FETT

The best bounty hunter but not this one. My FET is my next step in this IVF journey... Frozen Embryo Transfer, lovely name, not! 70% chance the 4 cell blastocyte will make it through being defrosted... And then it has to take! They tell me to keep a positive attitude, the best i can manage is equanimity.