Trial run

If only you could have a trial run of the things that mattered. If this email blogg thing dont work i can just delete it. I wont be forced to live with it or its consequences for the rest of my life.... I wish more things had trial periods.
I got a pair of runners and they fit all wrong, took them back and got a different size, which was all wrong in different ways, so took them back and got another pair. Lucky third time round, these fit perfect.  Magickal number three. My first life i was a live for the moment kind of one. Second one was all about studying for a better future, to make my mark on the world. I am not sure that my third one has started fully yet. I feel in transition still.  I plan on having a child.  They say they change your life so much that it could very well mark the start of my third life. But i am trying to live it now. My third life is about living for the moment without loosing the long range perspective... I have lost count of all the lists and plans I've laid for the things i want to achieve. Most of them start with 1. To loose some weight or 1. To get fit...  I am still working on that one :P  Others i have achieved on some levels, like finishing uni, making art, etc...  Of late i have decided that if it is that important to me i really should do something about it. So i have given up my motorcycle and i am making myself ride my bicycle to work every day. Its 8km each way so even if i catch the train home, i still got in a good 1/2hr exercise for the day....  Too bad about the rain!!! Still, i feel better just for trying.